In Four Months :

"Consider how hard it is to change yourself and you'll understand what little chance you have in trying to change others"

 ~Jacob M. Braude~

In FOUR MONTHS : 
I wouldn't say I'm a risk taker. But I do like to play with fate.
I will change as much as I can
In this long period of time
So that I can proof to you
I could be the man for you 
I hope, the next time we meet
You will have a second look at me
And....
the thought of having a relationship with me
Won't hurt you~

If there is one thing University has thought me,
Its I can't love another anymore
This time I am certain
I've never been so certain in my life
I truly am~

As I said before, I'm betting my ass off on fate 
Until we lay eyes again.

Farewell and Good luck
_________________________


" You know that I could use somebody, Someone like you "
^^""~~

A Gem of a Day

~Thanks~ 

Nazihah Mohd Noh 

^__^

.......and Iqram (kecik je nama ko ean) xD

I really really really REALLY!

do not know how to express how happy I am today :) 

Having spend the night before, shaking like a chihuahua. 

I mean, seriously my skin was about to turn white pale

Thinking how today was gonna turn out to be

And honestly, I never felt happier in my life :)

"Absence does make the heart grow fonder "

Naz, having spend a month ( two month's actually =_=, hehe ) 

Not talking to you, has taught me a lot 

Sometimes in life, 

You have to give some to get some

Those 4 weeks, which was like a living hell for me

Gave me time to think back about past mistakes

And for awhile there, I almost thought,

I'll never get the birthday I always wanted 

But you proof me wrong, and gave me the time of my life :) 

THANKS FOR THE : 

Movie

Popcorns

Ice Lemon Tea

Chocolate Indulgence

Coffee

Milo

...and most importantly, 

Sharing the day with me :)

It sure is nice to see your smile again :)

Awhhh, and the Pondok, you could never go wrong having a belated birthday hangout there :) 

Wonderful, wasn't it, kan kan Naz?

And Naz, maybe yes, 

Although, no pictures were taken today
But I believe


"Our Memories together today are far stronger, and shall and will, face the test of time, for years and years to come, no picture can ever outpower, the strength of the Memories we shared today"


**honestly, regret tak ambil gamba tadi xD**

Let me take this change to ape Taylor Swift for awhile

Today was a fairytale :)

Thanks for EVERYTHING :3

For now, 

Lets get back to the silence again, 

Like you said

"Too much of a good thing could turn out to be bad"

And I guess thats it, I don't know how to write further without this sounding like a love note.

Which, of course it isn't, 

Its A Friend to A Friend Thank You Note 

+++++++++++++++++

.........Erk! Oppss, before that, forgot lak you bro, Iqram xD

Without you

a quarter of the things today will not happen

When I get my license, things will surely change!
HAHA


So, A mammoth of thanks to you too :)

Happy Birthday :)

I'd like to thank everyone for their warm wishes :)

Wishes so far : 

Face to Face

Mama

Kakak

Nenek

Iqram

Mr.Jiun and the M16's :)

Tiqa 

Ekin

Tim?

Rizki

Ivan and Dylan (again) 
Naz :3
Ayu
Hazirah Wahidin

Text Message

Syamirah ( the FIRST! )

Anwar

Alya Diyana

Ain Aris

Aarief

Facebook 

Amira Isa

Naeim Sapian

Nur Hanida

Zahidah Zahit

Cik Kimi

Izzati Sabri kuchi kuchi xD

Calvin Lim

Shobana Nair

Jawi

 Marzuqi 

Wan Nur Izzaty

Rose 

Redzalisha Redza

Muizzuddin Mohd Fared

Izyan Syazana

Zara Zal

Aisyah Azhar

Nor Soraya

Anis Ahmad

Norashikin Sazali 

Wan Hanim

Anthony Foong

Nuraishah Hamshi

Tai Foong Lee

Nuramirah Mohd Nor

Hanna Qistina

Burn

Fairy

Hannah Samuel

Amirah Azrain

Chai Sim Por

Feeya Cassiopeia

Dyera Armani

Preveena Pinku

Syazmeen Azman

Roy 

Aisyah Som

Fatin Nadhirah Hamzan

Ateromen (Effendee)

Nur Ainaa Raihan

Rizki

Ahmad Fahmi

Felicia Hung

Chong Yee Xuan

Syamirah Pauzi

Faizal Adri ( ciap bervideo )

Amalina Raus

Aufa Najwa

Nani Zamri

Naz , Kmomawo ^^

Juju

Nabila Suhaimi

Puteri Qiesha

Aimi Fatanah Saharudin

Hazirah Wahidin

SinYen Lee :)

Muhd Azim

Augustine Foong

Oli May

Masmerah Aziz

Amir Shahid

Azurin

Azham Aizat

Taseen Phillin

Sheera Khalid

Ariff Zainal Abidin

Aidil Fahmi

Afiqah Ayob

KS

Zatiqa Lea

Syakila Zahari

Mas

Hamizah Mustafar

Ain Aris

Sarah Jasmine

Izzati Tan Tuah

Nurul Farhanah

Syazar

Fath

Abigail Choo

Amalina Najib

Zodeng

Hafifa Haider

Zafirah Zafrullah

Hazwan Nazim

Teacher Asmah :D

Raja Azim

87 SUMA !! xD

I do not know why birthday's are such a big deal for me. Surprise party again this year? :)

Thanks again all. Totally Appreciate it . Ja~

Fuck You

Seeing how FUCK !! has been a 

major 

vocab reoccurence 

in my miserable life lately. 

I meng-gift-kan this video kpd u , by Lily Allen <3. 

*Nice photoshop mumbo jumbo there rite*

Thanks Fuck You :) 

Alya GEDIK :)

I dunno how and what. But Alya said she tagged me somehow. I dun even know

  W,T...FUCK!! ...is that =..= 

So in the honor of trying to understand Her Petitness. I decided to show you a video that relates to one of her recent entries.

what goes 

around 

comes around

Tik Tok

Tik Tok! 
Tik Tok!

Tik Tok!

haha. no point on hoping nmore 

only a day left

no calls or whatsoever

I'll just take it like any other 
birthday celebs I've 
NEVER had :D

I don't know laaaaa

Early on I said of redesigning my blog, Thankfully, blogger recently added a new Design feature. So this is what I have in mind. Do note, this is but an early thoughts of the new layout. Everything else there is still haru hara! hehe

(click to enlarge)

I love the interlaying between the headers and the background itself. Looks cool. But later we see how. As for now, I don't know laaaaaa

HOPE

Sometimes its nice to hope

Optimism, it gives you a reason to eagerly wait for tomorrow. 
It gives you a drive, you know. 

I, for one, am expecting something to happen. 
After all, after what had happen last year.

Who wouldn't.

But thats the thing, hope
can only bring you this far.

Once that day comes, and you realized everything you hoped for didn't came to be

The only thing that you can do

Is learn to remember to forget, 
the past few days you faithfully...


HOPED
(I only have 6 days to fantasize bout stuff, tho at one point, it'll hurt)

Use Somebody

0SweetRevenge0 :

love it when big bands cover eachother. Gives you a fresh take on a song and you may discover you like the cover artist or the song you wouldn't usually listen too. Nice if the bands foster friendships or collaborate as a result too ^^

I know the song is already on my blog. 

But its such a meaningful song, you know. 

And who doesn't love Paramore, rite?


Hayley Williams !!

So, posting this here too laa :) 

A wee bit taste of Uni life

So, I know I'm not suppose to update my blog ( under construction much :P ) Today, is my first day of classes. And probably more and more tiring classes to come. In a nutshell, this is how my day was: 

7.30

Ringgssss! Wake ups after the umhth time snoozing the alarm again and again. Wears my kain and off to the bilik mandi, luckily today there was no traffic jam. haha. Walks back to my room, and off we go :D 

8.30

Had my breakfast at the mamak in my faculty. Seriously, the dullest breakfast I EVER HAD!!! .....not that i always take my breakfast pun. haha

8.45

 TERSESAT tak jumpa klas =,= "

8.59

Finally found the lecture room, after some amoi's help me ( they were sesat also, hehe ) And my english lecturer is quite cute. heee

10.00

We're suppose to finish our lecture by 11am. But our lecturer let us go early, first day kan. manja2 skang. later, sorry la. haha. So me and my group mates head off to the library.

11.00

Around 11 we had our lunch, abit early, I know , but there's a very good reason for that. hee. After a few calls, I finally met my REALLY REALLY LONG LOST FRIEND. and I have to say, she gets prettier day by day. HAHA

12.05

.....walks back together...said our goodbyes..and the rest was history 

( a.k.a , I forgot what happened next....heee ) 

Oh, teringat2 jap, THEN!

2.00

LIFE DRAWING class, first, we were at this other room, but later had to change cause no air-con =__= . The best part is, they ask us to draw the opposite sex! guys drew girls and vice versa. When I first heard this, I thought, YES! ...heh....heh.....heh...( paham2 jela ) But we end up only drawing their faces, a little HUGE disappointed though. HAHA ;P

So that marks the end of my day...... ^__^ and I don't feel much like blogging la lately. Why? sigh......

Under Construction

Hey guys, I know what you're thinking and yes. I will not blog for quite some time. Partly cause to prioritize my time for studies and mostly seeing as how my live has been like, so unless you wanna see endless suckfest entries, post and post after another. This is the end for now. Don't worry, I have tonnes to tell. Just not in this layouts....looks so dull rite?